Picture's In Life's Reverse

They started off as pretty pictures
flowers, trees, you and me
you put them on the fridge
for everyone to see

as the years went on though
i used the darker leds
the colours became stronger
the blacks, the blues, the reds

the soul and life you could feel
within each and every line
from the pretty little pictures
they wondered if they were mine

I painted pictures
just what was in my mind
no one seemed to like them
because of the hurt deep inside

with each and every picture
I slowly become a new me
someone, something
I never thought I would be

but still everyday I grab a pencil
draw what's on my mind
wondering if the old me
I will ever find.